peek into my mind

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, 
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don’t regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I’ll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn’t have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Dont you just hate the ability that some people have, to make you happy but at the same time to instantaneously make you sad? Those people just don’t realize the damage that they are really causing. To them, their abilities are unknown, but to the ones under their spell its a long torture with no way out. You try to remain hopeful,and to have faith in that person but they just keep on doing the same thing. I’ve seen it and i don’t like it at all, its a hard situation but they are the ones that will someday say: DAM! that was an amazing person but because of my stupidity I screwed it up. You will find someone that will bring the colors to your life but that time it will be permanently and you will be happy. All you need is patience and hope and know that there are already people that love you.

You know if you are in this situation, but remember that im always just a call away 

love: Rafael C: